Aokute Nigai

Miya, a male host, wished he was with a man even when he was making love to a woman. The one he thought of was the face of his colleague, Tama, whom he had a crush on. He has no intention of telling Tama how he felt about him. And yet...

(Source: Canna Comics, translated)

Note: Includes the extra "Aoyue Amai" (青ゆえ甘い).